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Thursday, May 10, 2007

im sooooooooooo lost.
ive got two dreams before i enter to a aussie uni after my attachment.

and i cant decide which one to take!!
both has its pros and cons.
  1. if i dont take up this dream NOW, i might not be eligible ANYMORE FOREVER and EVER after i graduate from the university.
  2. but my bf dont like. and its not just that. this job is not very PROFESSIONAL as in its not really a diploma student should take up kind, i think.
  3. my this second dream... im afraid that i will hurt myself!! and money is involved too.
  4. but its my interest!
  5. but i can fulfil it without doing it NOW
the reason i need to reconsider this two dreams?
im so afraid i might change my mind about entering the university because i so love both of my dreams <-------------------------------infinite> this much.

I am bleeding inside.
12:01 AM