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Wednesday, April 18, 2007
to everybody: please do not put too much thoughts into this entry. and please do not assume.
was reading xxx blog and suddenly wondered if things were the same..
been fighting so hard with this battle that caused me much pain
far more than i could take.
proud to say, its in the past.
anyway, i think ive won.
but i cant claim the victory all to myself.
sometimes, i wonder why i'll still dream of such.
its not like its the past.
and its not that ive constantly been thinking of you.
when im in that faraway land,
i feel that its coming. its like a future.
but in reality, i know that its impossible.
because of many factors.
and also, things arent the same anymore.
but still, i wonder why is this happening..
because it just makes not sense.
questions ran through my head, like how are you.
and do i still haunt you, or still a nightmare.
fret not, im doing pretty well.. and im still that usual.
and i really thank you.
cos you really helped me.. though i scream and hit you many times previously.
ipraythatonedaywecanbefriendsagain.
anyway i think i suck.
I am bleeding inside.
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