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Sunday, December 31, 2006

shall skipped all the way to my new year resolution (ignoring my thailand post for the time being) since its about 4plus hours more to 2007.



time really flies. im also not sure if its a good or bad thing.
reflecting back, 2006 was filled with happiness and sorrows and many lessons i've got to force myself to learn.
(in no specific order)

like i lost a friend of mine. i wont say he's very close to me and he's also not like a hi-bye friend. maybe, he was once close to me to a certain extent. whatever it is, he's a very good friend to me who provided me with a listening ear when i needed them.
wonder what he's doing now.
thanks choon yang.

and ya. i got into a new relationship on 9th march 2006.
he taught me and gave me a chance to let go of my past relationship.
he made me love again.
it's definitely a veryvery tough process.
but i know, he's a gem to keep. and i love him so.
i love you bryan.

for friends. i dont know. am closer to some of them now like quek. maybe its because she allowed me to.
but i can feel the distance with most of my other girlfriends. or maybe we werent even close in the first place.
its like i can feel the different individual cliques in us.
its saddening. but.. i dont know.
maybe its troublesome to ask everybody out at the same time.
but
i still hope we'll still be celebrating our birthdays together in 2007.
i love you girls.

my family. no more saturday outings. sisters having tuition.
no more sunday outings to the zoo and all.
i wished to get them all back.
but
we've all grown up.
i'll still try to make the effort for sunday dinner.
and maybe during the public holidays.
because
they're my life. my love. my everything.

so many changes. i hate changes the most.
sometimes i wonder how many more can i still take in any more other changes thats awaiting.
maybe i should look at the bright side.
the changes could be a positive one.
i hope.



my 2007 resolution!
  1. take changes positively.
  2. love everybody who deserved my love.
  3. learn to save my money.
  4. get back my determination.
  5. work hard.
  6. stay happy.
  7. learn to take things easily. like be ignorant of certain things that dont deserve my attention.
  8. on and on.

BYE!


I am bleeding inside.
7:10 PM