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Wednesday, October 11, 2006

life's so unpredictable.
one moment you can be fine but the next, you didnt even realised you've fallen back to where you started off from.
i pray that you'll be fine.
miracle still do exist, right?
at least your life can still be aided.

even if it's not by your own effort,
technically, you're still breathing.

we may not be close.
but i'll always remember the support you've given me.
your help when i was having troubles with yao,
and you being our messenger (in a way).

your presence. a very lively one indeed.
even my mum said that you are(yes, your heart's still pumping so no past tense) damn friendly.
i still wanna go your house play LOTR.
i've yet to complete it!
i miss you.
the happy happy smiling guy.

you've not used the lubricant yao gave you (i think so lah. expiry 2007).
you were supposed to catch a movie w miguel and co.
im supposed to see you during lectures when semester start.
the last conversation, i told you one of my ambition that i dreamt to be.
i even told you how confused i am.. about when to start my uni life.

i wanna see you jumping around, gaying with yao wei the next week.
touching his this and that.
though its disturbingly amm.. disgusting?
at least its prettty entertaining.

i hope your brain is just resting, for a moment.
i'll pray for a miracle.

I am bleeding inside.
1:53 AM