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Friday, September 15, 2006

Am in the process of setting up albums in multiply for easier access to photos of my friends.
(yes. please thanks me! and to those who have more! please send them to me so that i can upload! :D)
ya. saw all my old photos. im narcissistic. well, used to. maybe now still a lil. but hey. its a process of growing up right?
must love to look at ourselves. wahahaha. regardless whether you're short, fat, ugly, skinny, pretty, handsome, blabla.

i used to be this fat (like duhs)
mum loves to doll me up. (:
that's my mum! (:
my japanese wear from japan. its authentic. still have it. :D
(actually im a half a japanese. X: ok. just kidding.)
my family. (before my two sisters joined in the fun)

then i became like this.
ya. lazy to scan my primary school pics.
but i do have some seconday school photos in my com:
oh more of my damn act cute pic: and the following i even named it as "act innocent" =.=|||
damn omg.
and more. lol.actually there weren't much changes right? its just that i used to smile like this:
^_______________^
and it will then cause my eyes to appear bigger.
(okok. my eyebags also reduced the size of it. sad. but its true. grrr.)
AND THE CHANGE I DID TO MY HAIR!
( the photo provided below are not the true photo of my perming process.)
maggi hair! used to be what my friend tatzhun used to call me. chinadoll hair etcetc. my grp of poly friends will know about it.
became like this la.
actually worse. this effect was like a year after and i even did some soft rebonding. HAHAH.
my very recent:
think i've got that ugly very curly version:

yes. used to have my rebonded hair..

grr. oh ya. my lovely samsoon ended today. am a lil upset about it. ):
i like this phrase: living life to the fullest.
and also: love like you've never been hurt before.
think quek ever sent me the full phrase for it. i think.

anyway, i seriously think that i must learn to be brave about facing the future.
many people kept telling me about not predicting or assuming or imagining about the future. when i do, it just makes me feel so scared about moving foward.
what's life if im gonna just stuck there having the fear?
i must learn to be brave.
till then. tml i gotta wake up at 10am. i dont really have the mood to blog now. zzz.
(initially while i was watching the show, many thoughts just rushed to my mind. i've got so many things to say. the show just inspired me to blog. but after it has ended and after sooo long, everything's gone. isnt this irritating? i've got a friend who decided to quit blogging, cos he ever told me that its nicer to blog at that moment when thoughts just appear. soo.. yeah. seemed impossible. that's why he stopped blogging. soon. i might. ok. wait. maybe not. i still wanna bore my friends by letting them read about my boring life. haa. )

I am bleeding inside.
2:46 AM