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Monday, August 14, 2006

ridiculously made a trip down to giraffe at 12 for nothing. meeting was actually at 3pm. surprisingly i wasnt like angry. just feel amm. like i wake up early for nothing! and you know, im like those horrible creatures of the night.
so me, mango, quek, nicole, alfred, alexius walked around ps. well. ok. some corrections.
alexius didnt really come w us cos he went taka to get his laselle art materials.
quek? studying at bk so its just left with the four of us to shop!
you know, personally, i hate shopping. but at the same time, retail therapy just gives me that adrenalin drive. its like when i see something that i love, i'll like get so excited and happy. its like seeing some cute guy on the street and you get that infatuated feel.
(actually, i'll forget how that guy looks like..)
but ya. if i remember... maybe its true love? HAHAHA.
just like my clothes. i usually try to decide if i should buy by thinking, "if my mind just gets crazy by thinking of it for a week or two, i'll come back and grab it!" (that's if i can remember my that love-at-first-sight future/will-be purchase.)
sadly, there's something that's pulling me back from digging my money out:
my bank account statement.
i'll always get reminded of how broke i am. and how screwed up the rest of my week will be if i just pull out my cash/debitcard/posbcard.
arghhh. never mind bout that. ANYWAY! i j u s t b o u g h t a p i n k d r e s s. and im like freaking freaking broke. debts piling. grr.
you know why? im afraid that dress will be gone. its actually left w M size so gotta go down alll the way to wisma for that!
alright. mango bought the same one too. and no. we wont be wearing it together on the same day unless we're like outta our mind for that day and decided to be some siamese twins.
its like we saw that salesgirl wearing that dress handling something to nicole and when we saw we're like :D~~ ok. mango saw it first but i didnt notice that salesgirl.
i was like telling her "ebase got sell not ah"
and yes. so happy when i saw it hanging there.
saw another nice top at forever 21. and its freaking 43$ for a top thats like tummy bearing. grr.
i'll need a sugar daddy for a day or two. :D

o. im getting fatter. hopefully not. but given my indulgence of CARL'S PORTEBELLO (whatever is the spelling) today and last night, and also that yummy toast from wisma (me and mango shared cos we've gotta go down wisma after parting w them to collect our dress and we're feeling like some pig.. so... and dinner's like sooo close.)

o ya. today's meeting is interesting. seeing how shawn gets so f up. wahahaha. im mean.
i just dont really like him but well. no hatred. no. no. and amm. ok. i just dont like to work w him thats all. and arggh. he's damn irritating when he's voicing out his unhappiness on how most people been bitching bout him.. with his that irritating slang. damn act like some "im so cool with that slang" guy. can hear his accent lah! ok. shall stop here. he didnt really offended me except that he's acting like some pro working there w his bossy attitude.
it's zila who i should %^$^% bout. ahhh. damn. alright. nobody really offended me directly. but zila's a %$$%^$%^. seriously.

I am bleeding inside.
12:28 AM