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Monday, July 31, 2006

in a day, i experienced all these 3 different mood (happy, angry, sad). and its not just one for the different period of the day.
because, sometimes, it can haunt me by letting me get angry, sad, happy, sad, angry, happy(again) in just one night.
i hate going through this mood swirl. maybe, i didnt get what i wanted. or maybe, its just me. cos sometimes i cant explain this moodswings of mine.
it's like when im sad, i'll be very down. my heart will be feeling veryvery heavy; up to a point where i couldnt bear with the weight any longer.
that's when i'll start throwing my tantrum at *name screened for the privacy of this very nice person i know* or just weep to myself.
that's exactly how im feeling now. but im controlling. i am. it's hard.
but, i'll usually be happy in the end cos this person always manages me well.

*i really appreciate this angry/sad bin that i owned. if you still frequent/onceinawhilebloghop/stumbled/whatever my blog, i just wanna say, thanks alot.

I am bleeding inside.
12:08 AM