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Wednesday, May 31, 2006
feast with my family few days back. mama treated me and my second sis to genki sushi. :D then night, after dad came back from his business trip, its pizza for the whole family. :D
been a pretty tough week trying to rush the report. finally its done. so hello to my term test.
headache over what course to choose after my poly. which uni to go. stay in sg at this newly opened unsw or overseas. cos i feel that at least, with this aim in mind, i've somewhere to go. life feels more meaningful with a path craved out for me.
i've doubts about food science because of this maths fear within me. its like having its sharp paws lifted up to grab me or something. let me put it in a more harmless way, scratch me?
my interest: pretty alot. shall just list few though.
nutritionist.
broadcaster.
journalist.
lawyer (heehee. after watching some show and having this chat with this friend of mine one day, about justice and stuff related.)
i've some raging dreams within me. but i'm not telling.
hmmm. suddenly thought of somebody. not suddenly. but just wanna ammm. say this out.
he's a best friend to me but nobody knows. (well, maybe my closest g. friend suspected it, or knows.. think i did tell her.. so..)
ANYWAY, he knows it himself. that what matters most, right? i really appreciate his concern and sacrifice. trustable. that's what i can say. and definitely a good listener. at least i know he's true.
i feel like i'm some witch towards him though. =( sometimes, i think if some people are nice towards me, or close to me, i'm more of the negative side at times. but of course, they're those i am willing to do anything for them. anything.
oh man. i'm always having moodswings. when i do, i always think. and this happens everyday.
I am bleeding inside.
1:40 AM
