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Tuesday, April 25, 2006

i was so near to death. HAHA. the car was like so close and i barely noticed. thanks to my colleague who managed to pull the zombied me back.

on the mrt i also slept, rather soundly. on the way to my AXA interview. its a telemarketing job. fortunately for yuet ling's presence, i can catch a lil tiny nap. and yup, we got that job.

its a lil damn fuck up day. sometimes i dont like company's politics. and i dont like it if i am thought that i did something wrong, or even being accused of (silently i mean). dont be mistaken. its not my manager or boss or anybody impt. she's just a small fry. if she pisses me off one day, i promise i will scream at her. maybe i am being too sensitive because she does that to some people too,- as gossiped. (from what i've heard from yuet ling)
let me tell you the story of what happened today.
i helped to clear up the bar by bringing in the alcohol w a girl. i didnt mess them up but i think she thought that i did. cos her first comment was:" eee linggg"
maybe its because i am new so she thought it was me?
after that, she didnt say anything. she didnt scold me actually. but i am so not happy that i am being accused. (once again, she didnt say them out. i just can feel it. either i am being too sensitive or...)
then this girl, she started to throw her temper. damn her. she threw her temper silently i mean. she didnt scold me or whatever fuck. but she was like treating the bottles roughly.
ah whatever. how i wished she will just accuse me straight. then i can snap at her say IT WASNT ME.

anyway, today's pretty nice in a way in work. slack slack. apart from the part that my head is throbbing with pain? (excuse me for anyhow pick a vocabulary and just used it like its correct, or ya? is it? whatever. i should start my reading habit once again)

and thanks for the ride home.

I AMMM SOOO TIRED.

I am bleeding inside.
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