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Saturday, March 04, 2006
you left me behind, with the thunderstorms and pouring rain. my life changed instantly, without a doubt. i've lost all hopes and faith in whatever i do. it was my greatest fall.
i thought there's no way i will ever believe in myself or anyone again.
sleepless nights. endless tears.
it was a great blow for me so far, in my whole 18years
(or less) of laughters.
i thought life was simple,
but you took my beliefs away.
it was my first setback.
anyhow, i came to realise one thing; that there's still this beam of light for me.
i've slowly picked myself up, thanks to some people out there.
and i am so glad for those smiles that i managed to plant on my lips.
i'm tired. really am. i thought that there will be a miracle. that you will feel something one day.
i was so wrong.
fuck it.i think i am too naive. stupid.
whatever.anyway, i've found a new path. and with my first step, there will be no turning back. i promised that i will not let the past hinder my road and in whatever i do.
I am bleeding inside.
3:21 AM
