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Tuesday, March 14, 2006
no matter how i panic, i cant seemed to be able to really sit down and study throughout.
its like so fuck can? why am i worrying like shit when i dont have the motivation.
am very tired today. but surprisingly i managed to wake up like 9.30? slept at 5am. : i think i am suffering from insomnia or something. this is bad. my heavy eyebagssssss.
$#@$# i feel like digging a hole, sleeppppp and sleep until i feel like waking up. hahaha.
dont be mistaken. my life is nice. :) i have a caring boy, my true friends, and of course my family. i appreciated it and wont ask for more.
the day before was worse. sunday night/morning i think. hahaha. slept at 7.30 because.. :P (haha. actually i dont mind.) then woke up like 10.30? haha. for lunch and my damn revision.
i think. and i seriously think that i am the worst applied food science student. really. i dont wanna admit but its the truth. god damnnit.
grrr. having my another revision later. i am worried sick ok. really. i feel so stress that i cant think properly sometimes. its like so shit and you get the low mood just thinking of studies.
BUT
thanks for those who are concern about me. i am sure you know who you are. :) but i am really ok.
thanks thanks thanks.
(ps. i feel weird blogging in sch. i cant help it but i have this kind of feeling of being watched. ok. its like DUH! i am not. just that hmmm. i am facing the wall and might have some fuckers who kaypo-ed?)
I am bleeding inside.
12:50 PM
