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Monday, February 20, 2006

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something interesting to share. haha. i had always believed makeups do wonders. shall find more photos to prove it.
anyway, the above photo is courtesy of claudine. :) she sent those photos to me and i was like wth?!
hopefully my face wont have such a horrid differences. i mean, so far of course, NO! my mum and yao said not much difference.. but hmm. it just boost my confidence and i really think there are some differences! my sister said there is. CONTRADICTIONS. i mean of course, just that maybe its not obvious kind? (i am actually very relieved about that. :D)
and yeah, i swore i wont put on heavy makeups unless photoshootings like those studio kind and stuff. (speaking of that, i still couldnt find those photos that i took for UAN! damn it. oh and. i am still deciding to continue with UAN or not. grrrr. is like deciding if i have the time and am i committed?!)
okok. back to the original topic. haha. make ups, or should i say HEAVY MAKEUPS is considered a plastic surgery? maybe minor ones. or errrrrrrrrr. temporary ones? ok. plastic surgery is also not so permanent. but iya. i cant decide.

oh yes. if anybody happened to watch the swan, horrible ah? i see those sufferings. oh god. lips swollen. plastered face. i dont think i ever wanna go under the knives. maybe, just my eye bags? :P
and errr. my thighs.
and errr. my calves.
and errr. my face shape.
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ok. i lied.
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yes. must learn to love myself. so maybe just my eyebags. :)
and my thighs and calves.

I am bleeding inside.
4:25 AM