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Monday, February 20, 2006

my mind is having this lil battle: does it pays good to be nice?
i was watching this show, survivor's law. one day. this lil episode about how nice people always got taken advantage of.
dont you guys agree to that? it happened to be SEVERAL TIMES. more like, OFTEN?
i dont know why sometimes i dont wanna be nice, but somehow when i dont, i feeel so guilty. and i ended up being nice.
but sometimes i am that stubborn that i continued my ways of being mean to that particular person until when i finally did it, i thought over on what i just did and i felt guilty.
and guess what?
i apologised.
if not i will try to be nicer to that person the nxt day, silently.
argh.
whats with this theory of fairness.? and those sayings where it goes something like this: hao ren you hao bao
its in chinese by the way. something about you being a nice person will get something good in return.



I THINK ITS A LIE.

i am sick of being nice. :(

I am bleeding inside.
4:38 AM