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Sunday, December 11, 2005
ok. this is gonna be a damn weird entry.
was tking a nap just now.. had this damn super weird yet creepy dream.. hmm
i dreamt that i dream that i was dead.
yups. i was like dreaming about me sleeping and dream of another dream. peculiar ya? dont ask me why. this is my first time having such dreams too. =
eerie.
it was like well, i was on this lil island..
yups. it looks like this. the whole scenery was mainly rocks.. and ya.. waterfalls. very high kind of nature landscape.
and it was like i was running along the bridge. i was initially on the rocky land. then i ran thru the bridge to one of the rocks. oh yes. the bridge is super old and rocky and torn.. yups. then, i suddenly fell.. because the bridge broke moment i left that rock to run on that just-broken bridge while i was running to another part of the rock; for goodness sake why.
actually i suddenly dont remember much now. because i blogged a lil too late.
anyway, as i was saying, i was running along this bridge, with a baby on my hand. yups. a baby. is actually a cute lil boy my mum currently looking after.. shall put up his pic one day alright? if not you can check out
http://www.friendster.com/useropen.php?uid=3866626
i have this baby's photo in my friendster pic lah. he's damn cute ok! =X
okk. back to the original topic.. i fell lah.. but didnt reach the ground...
fortunately i didnt dreamt that i reached the ground. i heard from yuet ling i think? (to yl: issit you not ah, mama?) ok. whatever, but i heard if you really did dreamt that you fall to the ground.. you will never ever wake up to reality.. because you really die? in your sleep. hmm.is it true? anybody?
seriously lah. i dreamt i fell from rockclimbing before once.. was like dying kind of feeling.. but i didnt managed to dream that image of me reaching the ground! so its weird.
anyway, ya. the moment when i dreamt of falling to the ground.. or was it the sea? that's when i woke up
nope. not to the reality yet! i woke up from the dream in my dream that i was really dreamin. ya. the real alive ee ling is still sleeping. but in my dreams i woke up from my dream. confusing? perhaps.
i was at 7-11 with my dad. i vividly remembered that. he was buying some drinks and browsing thru the papers. i saw myself on the headlines stating that i am dead. i asked him
"am i really dead?"
he said ya.
then i even said "i fell from the bridge right? that's why i die right?"
and he said ya too.
i even questioned him why am i still at 7-11 talking to him.
"i dont know. but you die yesterday because you fell on the bridge. maybe later you will die again?"
i think i did hear him saying i am dreaming?!
ok. i am damn scared now ok recalling back on this dream.furthermore i am alone in sg! family went malaysia! wanted to go but damn project!
ok. iam veryvery scared now. =( i am timid i admit. but at least i didnt conceal my true feelings!!!
seriously. isnt this dream weird? oh ya. the moment he said maybe i will die again, i woke up.
the dream is so damn real. =(
was much better and felt comforted after that cos yao was at my house. AT LEAST I ARENT ALONE. IMAGINE WAKING UP ALONE WITH SUCH A DYING DREAM. I WILL FREAK OUT! YET IS LIKE 9PM LIKE THAT ALREADY! =(
and yes. the pizza helped too.
watch corpse bride lah. i dont like the character because it looks haunting! =x
now am alone. i feel kinda scared. =( very scared actually.
ok. i wanna blog my dream because i didnt explain to yao clearly about my dreams. and i think i rememebered my friend, mt, told me if you say your dreams out it wont come true. haaa. so ehh. =x ee ling is one idiot who's so superstitious can?
oh. my mum called. so happy can? though is like they just left this morning and tml i will be seeing them. i just feel so lost. =( cos they're overseas.
I am bleeding inside.
5:37 AM
