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Monday, December 19, 2005
my weekend wasnt great. so much complications. thaaaaat much. is like i feel why cant it be simplier? i really wished for that. but somehow, some things are just holding it back. what's right and what's wrong? what's supposed to be done and what's not supposed to? what do i really want and what do you really want? can it be this way yet that way? argh. sometimes i just wished i am blinded along with the world.
ignorant, is it a bliss? sometimes i wished i can just heck-ed my life away. but i just simply cant do it! why is it that hard for me?
i am very sensitive and petty. i need somebody who have patience to hear me out. i feel so alone sometimes. but other times i am ok. i dont know. i know i will have someone to hear me out. but who can cure me?
anyway. whatever. i dont know. ok. one thing. i havent really study much. that's sad.
supposed to wake up this morning for my photoshootings for my comcard and portfolio. err. kinda woke up late and the photographer gave me a morning calll.. but it's already too late. they were kind enough to postphone it for me. :)
met up with the UAN peeps. went andreas house. hee. he's living at simei too. blk 165. cool. =D
damn funny lah. enjoyed myself there. got one where we tried out this pinning of rudolf's nose.. i was laughing damn madly. laughed until i couldnt talk properly. and poor sammi. gotta get kicked by ben. anyway. its fun. :)
oooo yay. we are making identical airbrush temp tattoo and hair extension colour! =D hmm. the tattoo we meeting up to make as a grp. but the extension i meeting up with gary. maybe making at reds. he wanna cut his hair too. yayyy. hair extensionnn!
left after the meeting. had a chat with him while waiting for his friend. hmm. i just feel why there's so much complications too. argh.
yes!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AH MA!ok. hate it as cousin house. =D was kinda late but its ok.. i mean i have some matters to attend too.
photos!
my ah ma. with all the cousins!
me and my ah ma.
the food was ok lah. had caterers. i like on fried cereal thing though. oh ya. its vegeterian. not so baddd lah. but my ah ma cooked additional of some seaweed thing and some yam thing.. nice. woots. :D
alright. anyway. oh yes. my cousin had her teonails painted in some nice royal purple colour! is like so nice can? but errr. i dont know where to get it.. esp not that ex kind... anybody?
ohhh! i got my laptop! look! muahahhahaha. my very own personal nobody can touch one! =X
I am bleeding inside.
3:29 AM
