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Friday, November 18, 2005
watched harry potter today at plaza singapura. the cinema was a private one for UAN members.
haa. and the bird pooed on eh-hmm. =X
luckily its just on his hand la. =x
didnt really enjoy it though. yet sat kinda near to the screen. plus the movie arent as good as the book. yups. definitely.
call me a movie dummy i dont care. i just dont really like it.
i hate that cab fare too. damn it man.
my money is flying away like nobody's business. i dont like it.
the only happiness so far is... hmm. :) but i arent sure if i am really very happy. :( its just at that moment. it took my mind off things. but after awhile when i stepped back to the reality, i knew something's not right.
i am just so sick and tired of this abnormal mood.
anyway, went town the day before to accompany yao buy his polo tee. and bro's present.
he's getting vain la.
before that we went tm first to popular and saw HIM (not yao). am surprised i dared tapped on his back and said hello. he told me he was shocked. lol.
he's blur too lah ok.
esp the passing by at business school that day too. so funny can.
when the toot meets the toot.
anyway! i feel like a nuisance. i really hate it. i think and i hope i will just disappear from him forever. i think its nothing if i do that too la.
i'm sorry. its like i am being pushed to the edge.
i know myself too well. if one fucking person makes me burst, i will never ever turn back. but how sad to think of that.
many times i wanna scream and tell you what i wanna say. but your attitude fucking showed me that you're either escaping or you dont care.
i dont believe in dont know. is either the brain is too lazy to function or you dont dare say things out. but whats the point man?!
i hate it when people misunderstood me and dont bother hearing me out or say what's really on my mind. why cant you be more patient with me?
i feel so fucking lousy.
i dont understand many things. i rather everything to be straightfwd instead.
i really wanna hate you.
fuck everything man
sorry for my crude language. i really freaking cannot stand it. i am gonna break down soon.
I am bleeding inside.
2:10 AM
