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Tuesday, November 01, 2005

its weird with how my brain functions. at this moment i thought i wanted it this way, but my heart beats its loudest; conquering my brain. i mean, its like completely. period.

i thought i let it off. i even believed it and was relieved about it... on the other hand, am i?

its contradicting to what i want and what i really want and to what's my ability can take me to.

right now i can only follow the swirl, and feeling giddy about it. pleasure or pain? i cant tell.

I am bleeding inside.
3:59 AM