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Tuesday, November 08, 2005
i hate myself man. seriously. i really hate myself. why some simple task i simply cant do it?
i feel so tired. physically and mentally.
reached home like 11? scary lah walked home alone at night. was busy smsing to keep myself less frightened?
went for the first UAN drama today. too tired. couldnt open up. am a lil shy too. ok la. enojy yet nv enjoy. i cant stand some girls there. seemed very fake. oh god. no offence to girls' school peeps. but seriously man, they are even more bitchy. think my some of my friends might agree with me.
saturday went for some major gossiping session w friends after manga and dinner w yao. is totally bitching man! the guys were shocked and amused and interested in our bitching. ok. maybe only peter. i dont know! the just hmm. dont wanna bowl just to hear us bitch. actually before that peter drove us to yishun. YES! I SAW THE AE86. DAMN PRETTY CAN? but owned by some ah bengs. =.=|||
played pool. haa. me and cass game was long. but i won her by a bit. serious. a bit. i sucks at it too. but its fun to play w her because we learn together ma. is like this whole game she might win too lo.
oh yes. yao was drunk and he was very high when he called me. talked rubbish too. lol. and i apparently forced myself to wake up the next day at 9am after sleeping at 6am to work. morning shift. was actually at bugis. but oh well. luckily didnt go zouk. nearly went because of free entrance but end up didnt.
first day of school. kind of sucks. ok. is like is ok. cos well. eh. just felt very tired. the new canteen was a food court. at my applied science block. very food court can? the prices too. maybe they assumed that we are rich? ha!
didnt eat there lah. me and yao went to eat some hotdog bun at tm.
joel met us anyway. played pool blablabla. and i went back for a lecturee for cds. damn it man. was cancelled because of the problem with the system. argh!
alright. feel so tired and weak. really weak. i dont know why too. lacked of sleep perhaps? i dont know what am i typing. just wanna type and blog for the sake of eh. i dont know! my eyelids are closing. =X anyway, i so hate poly life. shit man. damn poly.
i wish to turn back time..
I am bleeding inside.
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