IMAGE IS LOADING, PLS BE PATIENT.
Thursday, November 03, 2005
i felt so trapped in a box, so trapped. no escape, so lost, totally.
i wanted some things that way, but i doubt i can have it. is like being at the end of the road, afraid of what the next turn might leads me to. i felt like there's these few paths for me to take. i badly wanted to U-turn, but there's this barrier which dont allow me too.
i've been lying to myself; again and again. when i became sober again in this real complicated world, i get hit by this bug that's reminding me of things i dont wish to recall, or just simply wished that in an hour or two i will just wake up from this nightmare.
i wanted life to be simple. is it that hard?
I am bleeding inside.
2:35 PM
