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Saturday, November 19, 2005
how can it come and go so easily?
it really makes me feel so cheated.
maybe they werent real.
i felt like a lab rat.
many times i wanna convince myself about some stuff, but am hit by what i saw.
or rather, read.
it felt like a slap across my face.
felt so fresh.
i really wished for it to go away.
why am i being so silly?
fresh tears. numbed heart. i felt the pain. yet it go away so quickly now.
i hate these thats currently happening.
i wonder when will i rreally believe in myself again.
i wanna stand up tall and never ever look at you upon your face,- ever again.
but i dont have the courage.
will i ever fight for it?
silently, i shall pray for it.
I am bleeding inside.
2:45 AM
