IMAGE IS LOADING, PLS BE PATIENT.
Tuesday, October 25, 2005
i am lying to myself from time to time.
but i cant help it.
still, i wonder about certain things.
i badly wanna scream out everything that's buzzing on my mind.
can i do it? can i?
but i controlled.
and kept my mouth shut.
i know it's so wrong.
i dont wanna do this.
but i've got no choice...
i thought it had passed.
perhaps for that moment.
and luckily, can be the whole day.
but suddenly, like now, it bugged me, again.
i cant explain it to myself.
its the strong girl i longed to be.
seeking for it.
i managed too. but somehow my feelings that i had, simply, contradicts.
I am bleeding inside.
11:32 PM
