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Sunday, September 18, 2005
suddenly we were watching vcds at my house.
had mac delivery..
he even piggybacked me.
and he also made me fall after me 'walking backwards'.
and even had those horrible laughters because he thought it was funny. and though it really is.
now we're over.
feels so weird.
feel so down.
my heart aches alot.
my tears seemed like a broken tap
think i ruined his night too.
maybe. maybe not.
but i appreciate that he accompanied me throughout.
sorry.
i will really miss him.
i know i do.
cos i am thinking of him now.
everything is gone.
seeemed so sudden.
i am hoping for a miracle.
but well.. its just a hope.
=~~~~~~~~~~~
I am bleeding inside.
4:45 AM