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Wednesday, September 21, 2005

seriously i admit that i enjoyed the chalet.

didnt regret going.

i enjoyed the walk to central 7-11.

i mean its just an ordinary walk with just him but i felt a sense of happiness. nothing to those extreme kind of happiness. but my heart, at that moment, is coated with candies.

he lamed with me. what salty, salt whatsoever. =)

i guess its just me. he might not feel that way.

the feel of him besides me makes me feel, comfortable. even though we didnt hugged when we shared the same bed, his 'gd night' just warms my heart.

i like the game of table-soccer. enjoyed it.

its fun, kind of.

yup. i think i still miss him. am so tired from the chalet. but i seriously cant close my eyes and sleep. on the ride home many thoughts kept flashing. i doubt he is reluctant to part. i dont know. thinking of it just makes me feel even more sad.

i felt this pain or hurt or i dont know what when we part. i didnt even dare look at him despite the fact that we did talked during chalet.

i feel so with him. there's still tears. but i am strong enough to not make myself cry.

i wonder when will i get to talk to him again.

sometimes, i wished for something more.

i dont know. i dont know. what i know is he might not feel the same way.

i missed him. i guessed he dont. i really wish to know and i hope i'm wrong.

=~~~~~~~~~(

going out later. i think i will die lah. going to be home again like at 6am or something like that. yet i know i cant sleep. hopefully it can get my mind off him at that moment. but i know its hard.



please kill my memory cells.


yups. took some pics. well, no mood to post anything now. so hopefully somehow there's a miracle, i will post them up ok. ta-ta.

I am bleeding inside.
4:13 PM