Tuesday, April 19, 2005

i felt relieved.

kind of.

its like this whole problems that have been screaming to get out of my locked heart just burst, fighting to be the first.

uh-huh. i wont deny that i am affected by them. but well, still, i am just saying my thoughts.

it doesnt affect me anymore. is that me smiling? yups. desperately seeking for happiness. because, i admit, i arent happy for the past few days.

because there's so many things i wanna just dump at u.. too many..

i tried to think, its just me. but i cant help it. anyway, the sky is clear. no more dark clouds overcasting me.

still, i sniffed, there's another one more yet to come. because, still, there's this thoughts, yups, my silly thoughts that lost in your inbox, one of them.

but yeah, i know we can talk it out nicely, because we just did. and i am glad

maybe we are improving? as in our communication skills to handling such minor problems. hopefully. because, i really dont want everything to just sink.

you meant quite alot to me (:

^{and sorry for my tyrant attitude. i admit i have this problems trying to be this sweet gf that most guys longed for.}

anyway, today.. err. perhaps its yesterday? well. went for job hunting.. uh-huh. err. didnt managed to find any jobs.. well, anyway, me and yao wei went for one interview. its like that time, we were in orchard when this guy approached us to join their talent company.

errr. its just lucky i guess? but no. i have just this ordinary face. its just pure luck?

well, am still thinking whether to join or not. its like, the pay is attractive if i can get a project. because this agency is in charge of quite a number of advertisements... like pokka too.

and the one who talked to us was hoping we will join, because since we are a couple already, if there's any couple related advertisements, it will be better for them because they will send us over.

cool huh? but well... still pondering over it..

anyway, gotta give my reply by this week....... hmmmmmm.........

I am bleeding inside.
1:18 AM

Tuesday, April 19, 2005

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