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Monday, February 28, 2005

kinda happy today.. cos of his lil gesture that makes a difference. thanks boy~

supposed to meet him after his maths at 5pm ma. supposed i assumed was to meet at 4.30 because his tutorial ended early.. but silly me didnt suspect anything funny when he suggested 5pm. perhaps he concealed them too well? or maybe its blur me. hiaks.

he bought rotiboy for me. hoho. after his tutorial lo. *anyway no school for me today!* hmm. was surprised. he came to my blk to give me. hurhur.

really appreciate for what he did lo. i also wanna try and understand love arent measurable. its like do not see how much effort one puts in before you take a move. because in a relationship its about sacrifice. and its an unselfish world.



watched ranma 1/2 at my house before going to the library to try study. hee.

sent our last few mms before march arrives. because that means END OF FREE MMS! sad.




this lil fishy from my dad's aunt house the fishy-tanky. hurr. finding nemo! =X from yesterday anyway.


showing that i'm sad? cos today's the end of free mms! at the library btw. today. hiaks.


a kiss for him. for his hardwork today. look how tired he is. *chuckles*



happy



sobbbb. no more free mms no more free mms. sad sad sad.



ok. now my thoughts for today. well, cos of a conversation i had with my boy about some peep disgusting *PUI* character.

actually, there's one incident, unspoken, that built a fiction, between the relations of people. its because of this, that we decided to have this conversation.


its like there's many different kind of people. of cos everybody have flaws, is whether its acceptable or not.


i came across one who pushes the blame to people, when its actually not the victim's fault. its like that person expects the poor victim to do certain stuff when its clearly stated that its a self responsibilty being pushed to another party. uh-uh. no good.


one can be damn selfish too. this scenerio whereby everybody's feeling lethargic. so please. i dont exactly like that someone who think everybody should give in to that someone, just because that particular peep is feeling darn restless. i mean everybody is right? some is even more dead because of the amt of work thats a heap more. thats being very selfish especially if the work arent related to the poor victim.


i guess its done cause the victim seldom voice out the unhappiness, for that victim is too forgiving. and yes. what kind of shit is that right? to actually bully someone whos weaker. stinks. its like come on, if the person is one tyrant, i am sure the bully wont tyrannised that somebody. eeews.


of cos there's one flaw in some peep whereby that particular one makes it sound as if alot effort has been made to mould out the particular task assigned. and sad to say, its not properly done. piece of crap. and guess what? that particular person tries to climb their way up to grab every opportunity to get the credits, making it a surface reflected that this peep is one angel, but look closer, that peep is actually a devil . worse, the work was being pushed to the more forgiving ones, making them feeling damn fcuk up. argh. and just leave them in the lutch. washing their hands in the golden basin. PUI! the worse thing is that peep thought that the contributions were mostly theirs. WO PUI! and i hate it if stupid orders were given, when those orders werent important because its common sense! trying to potray a leadership quality? WO PUI!


growls. i am not exactly pin-pointing at anybody. i just dont exactly am please with such *eeeks* character. i cant stand if anger were vent openly if there's no retort. i cant stand to see people being treated unfairly.
i cant stand it if people tries to be the good guy around when they are actually not. WO PUI. i hate people who lie! trying to paint a hard-working image, a self-less sacrifice when the work were merely just done by pure thinking of what makes sense when it is insufficient! and guess what?

"i dont care.. let *toooot* do the rest."

come on. i mean everythinG? it becomes more like the victims are doing everything and that appears to be the good-angel-one have this pure laziness and blaming and the tyrant attitude that were invincible.


fortunately, i arent much of the victim. just that i cant stand seeing it happening on other ppl. if its too much of what i can take it, believe me, i can be as blunt as you can imagine. see me flare up one day. =X

I am bleeding inside.
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