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Wednesday, February 02, 2005
good news or bad new first? my personal preferance.. bad news. cause after the rainstorm had overcasted upon me, the sun will shine. its like sunshine after the rain yeah? at least after hearing the bad news.. my good news that come rolling in afterwards will conceal the bad news.. well, maybe not completely. at least a lil? 
uh-oh. bad news. my hair didnt have positive response. but my boy tried to cover up my sadness i guess? by saying its ok. oh well. i resort to fate.. i understood completely that it arent good. labelled as big head.. cos of the puffyness of the hair. oww. guess my mum was right afterall? or maybe its just the way i style. anyway going back tomorrow.. lily, my hairstylist gonna help me take a look. oh god. anyway gotta retrieve back my earrings that i've left there. 
i hate having bad hair! its sux completely. imagine carrying the yucky hair around with you for like few months.. ow. blardy shit! 
i dont care about being a chuuu nu. let me reveal my realself ok? giggles. believe me. am in a bad mood.. cos of that. argh!
secondly. got back my food chemistry results. oh well. pass lahhh. jUST need me enlarge the font? JUST.. ok. think positive. at least i didnt fail. whats with my thoughts about scoring when i am struggling? oh well. thoughts diminished.
not trying to hao lian lahh. the good news is......... my maths results! 44/50 wooohoo. highest in class. ask me how i know. i peeped at the results of the whole class oh well. maybe cos i am repeating the subject. ah. nothing to be proud of anyway. but am damn glad. just wanna share my joy. at least let me have this few moments of happiness kies? 
YAY! ok. maybe thats a HUGE reaction. but call me brainless cos never ever had i in my poly life ah well. its only yr 1 sem 2 had i have such an achievement. hurrr.
ah yes. went to school opposite and had our lunch. nothing much actually. i just wanna emphasize and cry our my sufferings on the way there and back to school. COCKROACHES goodness me.
its like big flying or crawling millions or maybe trillions never say die cockroaches infesting the floor along the path towards the kopitiam.. AHH! they sprayed those haha-go-and-die-pests insecticides. and goodness me. many many crawled out.. from the drain and yes! they are those that never say die.. still struggling like mad.
whats with them anyway? some are even headless. and yes. its not brown cockroaches. some are a lil red. eews. why am i stepping on the same ground as them? cockroaches. why cant they extinct?
they infested the floor with their dirt. and they waste the spaces for movements. i am practically jumping and running with my eyes glueed to the ground! . believe me. its not just some puny few cockroaches. there are quite a number! ignore my previous estimation of billions and whateverllions. its just that errr. its seemed alot. maybe cos of the fright they gave me?
come to think of that. cockroaches are inddeeed very powerful creatures. well. sort of. its like such a tiny sized monster could scare us humans who are much bigger in size OFF! how could that be possible?! usually bullies are illustrated as mighty huge and powerful. but cockroaches? haha. just them moving crawling even struggling with their movements... need to mention flying? can scare us off! imagine them being bigger in size. like of our size. wont that be... think we will die of heartattack for those with faint heart.
ah. just got this bad feelings that cockraoches will invade the world one day. well. maybe. if there's too much to be destroyed. oh. poor us. tsktsk. *shakes head in dismay*
rather tired. ah yes. a lil glad i didnt join the tp pagent. damn embarrassing. imagine going around schools to parade. stand there let people stare at you like some endangered animals. and let people vote for u. anyway its a cheaT! if you have more friends. confirm got more lobang. anyway i am crowd shy. so really am glad... hurrr. they are being voted this whole week. heard some are really cute.. the guys and girls. ah well. confirm feel inferior with them anyway.
ah. thats all i guess. sorry for the idiotic part on cockroaches. shivers 
I am bleeding inside.
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