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IMAGE IS LOADING, PLS BE PATIENT.
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Saturday
Sunday. my boy dragged me to town with him. Plaza Singapura. and yes, dont get me wrong. He wasnt really into engaging in going to town event. its that he has no choice but to go there and collect his phone. lols. went to have our lunch at pasta mania.. walked a lil around before going back to my blk and talked and yes.. home.
Todayshorrrt day in sch. lab and thats it. went mac.. near tp there.. before doing on our BnF project. and yes! home for me. maths tutorial for my boy, bong n tatzhun. and yes. man kit he had to attend csas 1.
today's raining. it seemed that it is crying. its rather a sad day for one of my friend. hais.. it sorta depressed me a lil too.
on the way home on the bus, (yes. i am sandwiched by those students with the after--school-smell), when i stared out of the window.. seeing the rain drops falling down in rhythms, i cant help thinking back on today's incident. (yups. my friend's..) bear in mind. i am known to have a heart thats cottoned. well. i used to love the rain. playing under the rain in sec school. the most fonded memory was when me, jane and connie played soccer even when the fearsome rain challenged us. i guessed some of the guys too. i vividly remembered it was during sec 3. and ya. we hanged our stinko socks and shoes on the window panel, walking around the ssch barefooted. we were all drenched but we didnt care. i still remember one guy from NA insulted my class saying what pigstyle blabla. and how furious me n some of them were. i remembered his retarded face but i dont know his name. =X anyway. those memories were so sweet i never wanna forget them. yes. my sec school life. when i seemed to love everything. and the rain that has endless tears didnt affect my mood. well. now, rain just give me the impression of sorrows. anyway, i am still glad that i have some friends that i can count on.. and yes. my beloved dearie *muacks* and my family... they are those few who kept me spurring on with life. i hope i will never lose either one of them. owww. sound so depressing..... argghh. maybe my friend's breakup really did make me think alot... she n her boy were together for almost 2 years! but her boy started to change.. and she kept thinking she's the one. hais. anyway i hope my love life will stay on and on with my boy.. cos i hate this sort of loss. it sux.
I am bleeding inside.
10:57 PM