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Friday, January 28, 2005

argh. just helped my dad clear off his orange peels. he didnt even bother to clear them after eating. argh. untidy. stinks too lo!!!! cant stand it. its me the clean freak of the house lo. my mum too. but i am the king. my sisters especially the youngest together with my dad makes the house messy. argh.! and i really hate it whenever i wake up seeing the mess my sisters did before going to school or when i get back. believe me. i scream at them. *growls*


oh bother. woke up at 4.45 today! goodness me. my boy gave me 38 missed calls! oh my godddd! supposed to meet him for our shopping.. but. argh. felt so bad. he even came to my house to knock on the door lo. and yes. cute him. he thought of alot of rubbish what could have happened to me. my silly cute dearie. didnt know he will worry lo. hees. love him. eh-oh.

sorry boy!! veryvery sorry!!!

he really poor thing lo. and of all days. my mum went to cut her hair in town.. yes. town. takashimaya. lols. so is like i only woke up when my mum is back! she was a lil shock to see him though. hee. felt so bad for ruining my boy's day. luckily for me.. he is a nice guy. seee.. i praise u hee. so he wasnt angry. but i felt so bad lo! and aH! he saw the ugly me! lols. in my rubbish-ed clothes! lols.

went to pasir ris with him. i ate the prosperity chicken burger. wasnt that nice. i ate the meal lo. oww. sinful! hmm. i only like the curly fries. the burger not up to my tastebud. well. guess i wont be ordering that again? furthermore it contains billions ok. maybe not that much. but anyway it contains millions of calories. owww. sinful! anyway the foldover still rox! yet its not that ehhh. unhealthy? went to collet the inuyasha comic book. hurhur. very nice to read lo! really. oosh.

eh. smsed him some dumb msg.. i had bottled them up since quite long. managed to talk over it. gladly he thought was just a trivial matter. perhaps girls think alot? but feel much much much better after talking it out. anyway i am alright now. felt more myself now. thanks to him. really cleared my sadness over this problem lo. hurhur. and i hope me and him will last. oouch. better stop before i get too.. errr.?

i guess the key to a successful relationship is to talk things out instead of keeping the unhappiness to oneself? yups. it really makes me feel better. but i doubt i will really say everything. but i will try... and i hope he will help me too.. and yes. of cos hopefully he will tell me all that he isnt happy with.. cause guess all this teeny weeny actions do help makes a relationship get stronger? ah yes. i will try my best not to bottle my feelings up like:

cause i will really wanna try my best to keep this relationship going and yes. hopefully to a higher stage. cause he is valuable to me.. my precious gem.


I am bleeding inside.
1:07 AM