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Sunday, September 12, 2004



11 Sep 2004

its been a long time since i've updated my blog. been very vexed about many things. problems have been resurfacing.. its spinning around my head.. making me dizzy with sadness.. disappointment. school didnt turned out well for me. and one of my friends from my clinque.. a gd friend.. had been doing her disappearing acts again. on thursday. fortunately, we managed to find her. its like. argh. long story. dont really wished to say. everything just sux. my quizzes. and me worrying about her. its like i dont know. i was hoping it wont affect me much. however, to my despair it brought down my mood. hais. i felt so helpless. didnt know what to do. i want the cheerful her again.

talked to mango on the way to liyin's birhtday celebration today at bugis sketches. we had many thoughts about this incident. shared with cass the day before too. anyway lets just go to the happy occasion instead. dont wanna bring my life down. me and mango were late for the celebration. liyin, cass, claud, jane, cha, nicole, sarah, hh, brylnel, eugene were there already. they had ordered their pasta except for me and yuet ling. i had ricotta cheese + tri coloured fusilli in marinara sauce and for the toppings, mushrooms, baby clams, ham, prawns, sotong. nice yeah. felt healthy as i think they used olive oil instead of butter. haha. however. no garlic arhs. sad. and the spicy which i've requested arent up to my expectation. but was cool yeah? create your own pasta set. anyway. paid $8 as liyin forked out $50. took photos after that. we 'standby' the fountain waiting for the water to rise. lols. silly of us ya? embarrassing.. true. but was fun~ =] me, mango, claud, cass, liyin went to bugis street walked for a while while the rest left for home. mango left early to meet *winks* lols. took 12 home. tiring. but was happy. i missed my sec sch friends. very. very. much.


I am bleeding inside.
2:56 PM